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sawyersmine · Hollaback girl

RE: Forever You (NC-17)

Starlight · Charlie's Angel

Great job Jas! Keep em coming! :D

Katie Ford · Senior Member

Chapter 16

Kate looked up at Sawyer, "You had a rough day huh?" She could tell just by looking at him that there was some sort of confrontation. She cradled his face in both of her hands and said, "You can tell me," her green eyes boring into his deep blue ones.

He touched the side of her face with the backs of his fingers and in a deep, gruff voice he said, "Why dont you tell me freckles."

The sound of his voice sent chills down her back and her heart skipped a beat. "What do you mean?"

One hand laid on her hip as he said, "You did have some news you wanted to share with me, right?"

"Oh," she laughed on a breath. "That...well, its not really that important. It can wait-"

"Like hell it can Kate."

Kate turned and walked slowly towards the sofa. Sawyers insides screamed with need when he saw how high her skirt was. Just the tiniest peek of ass was revealed. But he tried putting those thoughts away as he focused on Kate.

Kate was so scared to tell him. He was her best friend and they shared everything. But they hardly talked about children, if ever. He had his career and she was just getting into hers. This baby would change everything. And she didnt know if he'd be angry with her.

"Kate?" He asked her again.

She teared up and turned to face him. His cock sprang into a stiff pole. Her breasts nearly popped out of the top and he had a sexual image of him sucking on them.

Taking a deep breath she said, "I didnt know how to tell you..."

He shrugged off his suit jacket and threw it on the floor as he stood there looking at her. "Tell me now."

"James I'm...I'm..."

He walked up to her and took her in his arms. Nudging her chin up to look him in the eyes he said, "What are you baby?"

"I'm having your baby. I'm pregnant."

Nothing could have prepared him for that moment. Yeah he knew from that phone call, but nothing was like having his strawberry shortcake tell him in person. It was if he'd heard the news for the first time. It was much more real...more of a confirmation.

His eyes grew big and he found it very hard to swallow. "You really are?" His voice was gruff and raspy as she nodded. This beautiful woman standing before him looked so nervous, so anxious. This woman who he fell in love with over a cup of white chocolate mocha. This woman who inspired him to succeed in the biggest ad in his life. This woman who he called his wife...she was pregnant with his baby.

"James? Are you angry with me?"

He cupped her face in his hands and said, "Angry? I'll show you just how angry I am freckles."

Never being so turned on in his life, he took her lips in his and their tongues slowly crept out and moved into the others mouth. Kate felt the warmth and sheer joy radiating from his body. Her arms wrapped around his neck and he placed his hands under her ass and lifted her high. Kate straddled him and laughed with happy tears.

Looking down at him she said, "So you wont leave me...and I didnt ruin your life?"

He looked up at her with a sober expression, "Ruin my life? Kate...you've just made all my dreams come true."

She bit her bottom lip and he whispered, "Let me do that."And he walked her towards their bed.

He noted that Kate had the fireplace on and he loved the warmth in that room. Laying her down, he started taking all his clothes off and the moment she moved for her own, Sawyer shook his head and said, "No baby..."

She smiled up at him and his hands moved up her thighs and bunched the dress up around her waist. He moved down and popped her breasts out of the dress and groaned with pleasure, Kate joined him in the groan. His mouth clasped on a nipple and his fingers went down to stroke her pussy, making her soft and wet.

He was so full of joy he couldnt take it any longer and slowly, inch by inch, moved his heavy, long cock into her wet pussy. They both groaned once he was in fully and he pushed her inner thigh up high as he started moving out and in, in and out of her.

"Ahhh oh baby," she moaned and clutched his shoulders.

His jaw was clenched and he moved faster as he looked down into her passion filled face. "Yeah freckles...yeah...it feels good...it feels fuckin great."

The bed rocked harder and their fingers laced together as his mouth moved down to make love to her mouth. Frantically on the bed, they both fucked hard.

After a second round of sex, Sawyer rested the side of his face on Kates chest, her fingers ran through his hair and they lay there in a tangle of legs. He stroked her flat belly softly, marveling that she was carrying a living child in there. And not just any living child...his. And another, stronger wave of possessiveness swept through him.

"I didnt start taking the pill until a few days after we started having sex." She said softly.

He smiled, his dimples deepening, "That explains it then."

"I thought I made it on time."

"Baby, I couldve gotten you pregnant when we first had sex." He lifted his head and looked at her. "How do you feel about all this?"

She smiled, "I've never been happier. I can work up until its time and then go back a shortime later-"

"Whoa whoa Freckles, take it easy. Youre workin until I say to stop. If anything I'd say stop now."

She laughed, "Stop now? A little overprotective, are we?"

Sawyer gave her a sly look, "Baby, you aint seen nothin yet."

He went and touched his lips to hers and they started making love all over again.

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The following months were an interesting new chapter in the lives of Sawyer and Kate. Kate found that he wasnt lying when he said she hadn't seen anything yet. He dropped her off at work in his car, made sure her lunch was delivered on time and even spent many lunch times with her. That, she didnt mind, because they always had sex in some hidden corner and it was refreshing.

He personally picked her up from work and made sure she didnt lift a finger in the kitchen. He went with her to all of her appointments and made sure she got everything done when it came to blood tests. Sawyer made sure he only handled one account at a time, so he could have more time with Kate. He knew he drove her crazy, but he didnt care. He didnt want to take any chances where his wife and child were concerned.

Kate really didnt mind the pampering however. He truly showed her how much he loved her and Kate put up with all of his overprotectiveness.

Desmond complained everytime he saw him. Something about Claire catching the baby fever and having a never ending battle to have one even though he wasnt ready. Sawyer only patted his friends shoulder and kindly laughed at him.

Kate was six months along and they were able to tell the sex of the baby through ultrasound. He was right there with her when they found out it would be a baby boy. Kate laughed with joy and Sawyer froze, unable to move.

"A little James." Kate said with happiness and reached up to him for a kiss. He still kissed her in his state of emotional shock.

As soon as he knew what he was having, he started telling Kate that she had to stop working and take it easy at home. Kate was unwilling, knowing she'd give up a year or two of her job just for their son and she wanted to enjoy every last second instead of doing nothing at home.

Currently, Sawyer and Kate were lounging on the sofa. Sawyer with his shirt off caressed Kates hair as she lay on his lap and they watched a movie.

"Watch this next part, its hilarious," Kate said, completely relaxed after they had made love during the first part of the movie.

He smirked, "I dont even know whats goin on."

Kate laughed, "Well try."

"I'm more interested in you."

Kate reached up and pulled his head down for a kiss. And their tongues collided as they sat there and made out, once again ignoring the movie.

Until the doorbell rang.

But Sawyer continued kissing her.

"Baby," Kate muttered from under his lips, now seated upright on his lap. "The door."

"They'll go away."

They continued kissing and it rang again.

"Son of a bitch. I'll get rid of em."

He slowly helped her off of him and walked to the door, not bothering to put a shirt on. Kate smiled to herself and got up to follow him.

He swung the door open and immediately said, "Yeah?"

But he froze after that. Because he knew the woman who was standing in front of him.

"Cassidy?" Sawyer and Kate asked at the same time.

"You know her?" They asked each other at the same time.

And both looked back at Cassidy as she stood there looking dumbfounded herself.

-- Edited by Katie Ford at 20:13, 2008-11-08

sawyersmine · Hollaback girl

Oooohhhh hot skate sex, pregnancy news, and then Cassidy? Wow, I cant wait to see what shes up too. Great chapter babe, keep them coming. :)

Starlight · Charlie's Angel

Great job hon! Can't wait to see what Cassidy is up to. Awww...come on Des...give in. ;)

Katie Ford · Senior Member

This is sad and great at the same time. I can't believe I've left this on a cliff for almost TWO YEARS! Thats crazy. I promise to draw a close to this story. I'll keep it going now with Chapter 17.

Chapter 17

Sitting straight up in the sofa she and Sawyer had just made out on, Kate had never felt more uncomfortable then she had at that moment. Cassidy sat on the opposite leather sofa, staring at Kate then Sawyer, who stood behind the sofa where Kate sat, his arms folded and looking angry. Cassidy felt like shrinking under their stares, they looked like a striking couple.

"I cant help but feel like Ive just interrupted something," Cassidy finally said, the silence was staggering and the tension was raw. She saw Kates hand fly to her belly and Cassidy took a sharp breath in, realizing that Kate was with child. So it was natural for her gaze to flick to Kates wedding fingerand sure enough there was a gigantic diamond ring on her finger. Her gaze then went to Sawyers ring finger, but she couldnt see it because it was tucked under his opposite elbow.

Finally, he spoke. "You mind tellin me how you found me?"

"You mind telling me how you know her?" Kate asked Sawyer, still looked at Cassidy.

"You mind telling me how you two know each other?" Cassidy asked.

"Answer my question first." Sawyer demanded, his voice louder than before.

Squirming, then flicking some mousy brown hair behind her ear, Cassidy spoke. "I got a phone call from a Jack Shepherd he ah...he said that you were here that you and he are partners and that youve been miserable. He said he tracked me down because I was all you talked about."

The moment Cassidy said Jacks name, Sawyer lifted his head to the ceiling and sighed hard and cursed. "He will never give up", Sawyer muttered.

"Now answer my question," Kate looked at the cherry wood floor.

"Freckles its complicated...we-"

"We were a couple for a few years a long time ago." Cassidy added. "We were supposed to get married and he left me at the altar. Said he wasnt ready. Left me a note. I never saw him again. That was five years ago."

Sawyer muttered, "Jacks been busy."

Kate couldnt hide her shock or the tears that stemmed on her eyes. She took herself back to the time she knew Cassidy and realized that her husband was the one Cassidy spoke so ill of back then.

"That was a long time ago Kate," he sat beside her and placed his arm around her, "Before I came to New York and made a name for myself." His eyes bore into hers intently," Before I met you."

Kates eyes melted into his and Cassidy felt extremely envious. It was obvious they loved each other greatly. Sawyer touched Kates face, then belly, Before you changed my life forever. The baby jumped just then and Sawyer and Kate shared a private smile. A smile that was full of joy.

Cassidy stood up because what was one supposed to do in this situation? I see Im not needed after all. Clearing her throat, the two lovers paid her no attention. "Ill just go."

"Wait," Kate called out, her hands locked with Sawyers. "Sit down Cassidy. We should tell Sawyer how we know each other." She looked back at her husband. "Cassidy helped me fake my death. I couldnt do it alone."

"Son of a bitch," Sawyer exclaimed and sighed, looking down, then back up. "Youve been busy," he said to Cassidy.

Cassidy, still standing, this time with her arms folded, shrugged lightly, "So have you," looking pointedly at Kates growing belly.

"Ive got a new life now Cassidy. Im happy-god Im beyond happy." He stood up and placed his hands on his hips, looking up at the chandelier by the door. "And Jack is trying to ruin it all."

"I can see now that Jack isnt your partner. God I hate being lied to and manipulated." She was all ready to take Sawyer back, to forgive him for leaving her at the altar the way he did. Truth be told she forgave him even as that fateful day happened. Of all the shit he put her through, he was still a great guy. Cassidy had been grief stricken and she had met Kate through a support group for women going through various problems in their lives. They had become close friends and had planned Kates escape together. She never thought shed see her again. And now here she was and Cassidy was envious.

Small world. Dammit why did it have to be a small world? A silent rage had began to permeate through her body. She watched awkwardly as Sawyer turned back towards Kate and pull her into his arms. They started making goo-goo eyes at each other. She suddenly wanted Sawyer to pay for what he did to her. The damage her mind had went through after such rejection. And to see him here now happy with a girl she'd once considered a friend. Once. Not any longer. It felt as if Kate had stabbed her in the back. She wanted to scream as she saw them kiss once, twice, then again, this time longer. It looked like they were talking to each other without speaking out loud. And this Jack Shepherd knew this would happen knew those hurt feelings would drudge right back up.

The thunder began clapping outside and cool wind filtered in through a few open windows. Cassidy hadnt made any accommodations since she thought shed be sleeping with Sawyer. She pulled her purse tightly around her shoulder and said, hesitantly, You mind telling me why Jack Shepherd has it out for you? I meanhe obviously led me into a trap here.

Sawyer quickly recounted the events of a few months earlier. How they were competitors in the ad world and Sawyer won." Jack wont let it go. He tried blackmailing me into turning Kate in, he found out about the fake death an all that mess."

Cassidys mouth formed a large o. "Looks like youre still playing with the big boys James." She smirked, none too kindly, "Always getting into some mischief. Thats the James I remember."

Sawyer gave her a fierce look.

The storm began to pound outside in earnest.

"Jacks gonna pay for this."

"I want this to be over James," Kate said as she grabbed his hands again and he kissed them. "I promise it will," he said as his jaw clenched.

Cassidy wanted to get out of there as quickly as she could, "Ill just go. I need to get a hotel room," she quickly walked to the door.

"Cassidy, wait," came Sawyers voice. She held her breath as she turned around. Could she dare hope that hed let her stay there for the night?

"Youll need an umbrella, its pretty bad out there." He walked to the side closet by the door and handed her a large, sturdy looking umbrella. "Dont worry bout returning it. Its the least I can do," he said awkwardly. The least he could do? The least he could do is leave his pregnant wife and come running back to her. The least he could do was give her back the years she spent agonizing over his leaving her.

She wanted to claw his eyes outshe wanted to hurt him as much as he hurt hershe wanted to tell him and her off! Thanks, she said quietly. Good luck with aheverything.

Sawyer nodded solemnly and Kate came up to him, he put his arm around her as he opened the door and held onto it. "Goodbye Cassidy. Sorry you were dragged into this." Kate said.

Cassidy wanted to spit in her face, "Not as sorry as I am." With that she turned towards the elevator. Turning back briefly, she didnt know why she did, she caught the Sawyer and Kate kissing as he closed the door and locked it. She hated them. Getting into the elevator, she pulled out her cell phone.

"Jack Shepherd? This is Cassidy...yes...before I give you an ear-full about manipulating me, I want to say that Im in. Ill help you bring James Ford down."

-- Edited by Katie Ford on Thursday 16th of September 2010 10:24:29 PM

lisagwilkins · Site Administrator

Ooooh can't wait to see where you're goin' with this babe!! And don't you dare wait another two years!!! :D

Starlight · Charlie's Angel

Good job hon! Glad you're working on this one again.

Katie Ford · Senior Member

Chapter 18

After Cassidy left, James let go of Kate and raked his hands through his hair. Kate sat back down and started chewing on her finger nail. Her mind just running crazy. She wanted to bring Cassidy up, but there was an awkward silence.

Swinging his hands down, his head still down, he turned his face to her, jaw clenched, he pointed, "Don't you worry about anything."
She sat up, "Im just still in shock...how easily she just showed up...I thought I left my past in the past."
He looked up, hands on his waist, "Past always comes back to bite you in the ass."
He went over and sat next to her, putting his arms around her. Kissing her neck, "I'll take care of that Jackass. You just worry about takin' care of yourself and our baby."

He touched her chin and she grabbed that hand.

"Don't tell me not to get involved...I want to know what you're going to do about her and about Jack-"

"I can't do that shortcake. Don't ask me to." He gave her a hard kiss and got up. "I need to make a few phone calls." She grabbed his hand and didn't let him go.

"James...please...please don't exclude me from this. This is the crap from my past-"

"And mine. Hell Kate, I'm not gonna let this get any further!" He exploded.

She let out a breath. He held his breath. "God I'm sorry baby..." he stalked off in search for his phone.

Kate sighed and decided not to worry.

She sat back and started to worry.

She couldn't get over the shock of Cassidy and her James. She remembered her short time knowing Cassidy. She had been so devastated by the man who had left her at the altar. Kate walked to the window, sitting on the ledge and tucked some hair behind her ear. What kind of man was James before she had met him? Before he turned into the successful man he is now? She surely knew the man she fell in love with.
Her green eyes watched the rain pour down outside as she continued to ponder.

Lightning flashed against the window and she stepped away, walking towards her bedroom. She caught a glimpse of James' back as he sat, hunched over on the bed, hands through his hair, elbows on knees.

She knew this situation had to be killing him. Because this was the man she fell in love with. The man who came to her cafe every night thinking up an idea for an ad...the man she ate a hotdog with and kissed under a starry night sky, fireworks lighting up the air.

He loved her. She loved him. Forget the past...they lived in the now and the now was wonderful. That was all that mattered.

***

"Thank god I've got somethin' to get me out of Claire's hair," Desmond said as leaned on the table and finished off his lunch.

"Married life that bad Lancelot?" James asked with a smirk as he chewed on a toothpick.

Desmond gave him an incredulous look. "Its not that bad...just a little, 'Gimme a bleedin' baby'," Desmond mimicked, " 'Oh Des, look at that pram over there, isn't it precious? Ive always wanted an old fashioned one, don't you like old fashion prams for BABIES? Gimme a wee baby Des and I'll never bother you again!' "

"Gotta love that baby fever."

"Dude, you'd make an awesome dad," Hurley put in. "I would love a dad who could pull off a Braveheart accent perfectly," he chuckled.

"Not for lack of tryin'," Des said as he yawned. "Lets have a go at it in this position...you have girls if we try it in that position. Womans an addict! She's got me up all hours of the night tryin new positions...and before you say a word just keep in mind she's comin' to my job, RUNNIN' in sayin ' Dessie, its 1:46 in the afternoon and they say a baby conceived 15 minutes before the hour of 2 are smart in math and science.' Where in the bloody hell does she get these things from?!" He slammed his head on the table.

Hurley and Sawyer shared a laugh. "All in the name of love."

"Yeah," Desmond yawned, "I s'pose. Bloody tired, I am...but I love her. God save me I don't know how."

"I'll be back," Hurley said as he got up and went to the mens room.

James continued to chew thoughtfully on his toothpick.

"You've been starin' at that floor tile for an awful long time now brotha." Des sat up and folded his hands on the table. "You feelin' better since that other night you called?"

James tapped the table with his fingers and looked at Desmond with tired blue eyes, "Kate and me been arguin for the past three days." He sighed hard, "I hate arguin with her. To see her that upset..." he raked a hand through his hair, which wasn't up to par the past three days. "I can't eat or sleep...that visit from Cassidy is just loomin' over us..." he sighed. That morning had been the latest argument. How he would figure out how to get back at Jack...how she would involve the police...how he didn't want to...how she wanted to be involved. He couldn't take arguing with her in her delicate condition. It killed him.

"Bloody hell thats shitty."

"I've been trying to figure out what to do...this is all a big fuckin' mess." He thought of Kate. She was most likely napping now since it was lunch time. "I feel like walkin into Dharma & Co. and chokin the shit out of Jack. But I wanna meet my son before I go to prison for murder."

Desmond almost thought he was joking. But he could see the murderous gleam in James' eyes.

"You need my help with anything brotha, you let me know." Desmond said seriously.
"We've been friends for a right long time," he continued. "You know I've got your back for anything."

James smiled, "Thanks Lancelot..." His rage was barely contained. He wanted his life with Kate to work. He wanted to hold her, make love to her and only fight about watching tv and what they would eat that night. He smiled when he remembered how much she suddenly loved corn dogs. He was at the market every few days picking a frozen box up. His smile faltered however when he saw the very Jack Shepherd enter the restaurant. "Speak of the fuckin devil."

Desmond sat up and turned around as he watched Jack and Sayid approach them.

James made a fist.

"Its alright brotha," Desmond whispered.

"I ain't gonna do nothin to this prick. He aint worth it."

Jack smirked. "So hows the married life? Baby due any day now right?"

"Son of a bitch!" James jumped up and grabbed Jack by the collar. Jack staggered backwards and fell against a table.

"Dammit!" Desmond cursed and flew to try to break things up. Sayid followed, but couldn't find a chance to grab Jack.

Hurley came out at the same time, "A guy goes to take a leak and comes back to this?"

His comment was unheard however, as the restaurant staff came to break up the fight.

James continued to punch Jacks face in, breaking his nose. "You son of a bitch!!" James shouted. "You stay away from ME and my WIFE you cock sucker!"

Blood sprayed everywhere.
It took up to five men to grab Sawyer off of Jack, but Sawyer was proving stronger.

Meanwhile...
Kate was awakened from her nap by an insistent and annoying knock on the door. She hoped it would go away, but it didnt.
Taking her wrap, she walked...or more like waddled over to the door. She only had hoped to see James come home early. She didn't want to fight anymore. She just wanted to curl up in his arms and let him hold her forever.
Her wild curls flew everywhere but she patted it down and opened the door. "Cassidy? What are you-"

She heard a gun cock and under Cassidy's jacket. Kate looked down and saw the gun pointed at her.

"What the hell are you doing?" Kate asked loudly.

"Quiet now Mrs. Ford. You don't want to alert anyone...you do have a baby to protect." Cassidy wore a black hat and trench coat. Her eyes looked smug and evil and Kate got the chills.

"You're coming with me."

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are. I helped you fake one death before...history is about to repeat itself."

-- Edited by Katie Ford on Sunday 19th of September 2010 03:55:59 AM

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lisagwilkins · Site Administrator

Damn girl!! That was so good!! I really like it. Can't wait for the next one.